Observations

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Small, interconnected observations. Not lessons — reflections. Read what calls to you.

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ADHD Is a Nervous System State, Not a Behaviour Problem

Most conversations about ADHD start in the wrong place.They start with behaviour.With attention.With productivity.With impulse control.But ADHD does n…

January 29, 2026·4 min read

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I Am What I Am — I Don’t Owe Anyone an Explanation

There’s a pressure that comes with being different.Sometimes it’s spoken, a raised eyebrow or a pointed question:“Why are you like that?”Other times,…

October 12, 2025·3 min read

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A Day Inside the Mind of DAVID

How observation turns everyday life into a map.Most frameworks are designed in theory.Mine weren’t.They were discovered in real time, often in the mid…

March 16, 2026·4 min read

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Glucose Seeking: Why the Brain Reaches for Sugar After Thinking

The Pull Shows Up FirstIt didn’t start as hunger.That was the first thing that stood out.There was no emptiness in the stomach. No physical signal tha…

March 20, 2026·2 min read

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I Wasn’t Drinking. I Was Chasing a Brain State.

For a long time, I told myself I liked a drink in the evening.That wasn’t true.I wasn’t drinking for the taste.I wasn’t drinking because I was stresse…

February 24, 2026·3 min read

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The Dopamine Contrast Effect After Deep Work

It wasn’t exhaustion.That’s the first thing that stood out.The work itself had gone well. Clean. Focused. Structured. The kind of session where everyt…

March 20, 2026·3 min read

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The Observer Mode: Watching the System While It Runs

It Didn’t Start On PurposeThere wasn’t a moment where attention was deliberately turned inward.No technique. No effort to observe anything.It appeared…

March 20, 2026·2 min read

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My Deep Work Stack: Marijuana, Caffeine and L-Theanine

Deep work isn’t about willpower — it’s about chemistry.Everyone has their rituals. Mine just happen to be a little less orthodox.Before I dive into a…

October 12, 2025

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